A lovely almost lover

Hi. How are you outside? I guess there are lil cloudy but no rain yet. It seems like my heart which is turn to be a thunder but never make you feel scared. My feeling get laid on you, but sometimes I think why do I have you but I still seek up for other one to share all my compliments and pain? Hem.. I make my life lil bit bitter than it should. Why do you make it more complicated, mel? Law in loving and love by is very pretty simple anyway. It just about honesty and acceptance.
Oh damn man, I try to always accept all of you because my love for you. I try to handle all the unexpected lust to have all of you, completely. But Im so sorry Im ordinary lady who will always starve a cuddle and all of you. Do you ever think, that dream comes slow, and go so fast? I want to sincerely let it burnt with all memories, but I feel all the scattered memories are too young to be deleted. I love it no matter what, I don’t know how about you. Almost lover.

Nothing in Tuesday

Good nite everybody.

Dear a man there,
This isn’t about surrender anyway, but it is a confession right?
Oh tonite I feel so tired about this mess. Why do you so damn making this mess continuesly. Don’t you know that everygirl deserve a cute careness? Really you don’t know about it?
Oh come on baby,
I do love you but it isn’t kind of joke.
Stay to be like that just make me feel pushed away to find another guy, I swear.